Gentleman

Have you ever had a friend with a complicated relationship? I really don't know how to explain this besides you don't know how to feel about them. It has ranged from love to pure hatred, several ties since we met.

Well a couple weeks ago she told things I didn't want to hear, and I really didn't know how to react. I tried to apologize and ask what was wrong and how to fix it but nothing worked. After two nerve-wracking weeks of this she just decided to begin ignoring me and treats me like I don't exist.

The true problem is not that shes ignoring me, but that I can't communicate how I feel about things. I really just want to reason with her and try rebuild the thriving friendship we once had, but I fear that ship has sailed. The feeling of one of your best friends leaving your life is a hard one to deal with, especially when it was not on good terms. All I want is friendship, not a war.

This song pretty much describes this whole feeling :(
Gentleman- Mewithoutyou
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4GYLuHJ-sk